*Enviousity*

Once again , I'm totally frustrated.

I'm a total failure when it comes to making the right decision .

Well, I've made my mind to NOT join the scouts team

in Terengganu for an International Jamboree .

Because. (secret)

Well, it's something to do with my mom's life.

So. which one is more important, mom or jamboree ?

Yeah, I choose mom.

Okay, here's the story .

First. Mom is still in her best of health right now,

Second, the scouts are back after a week ,camping !

so, conclusion,

I've wasted my precious time doing nothing at home !

Arggggggghhhhhhhh.

If I just have those psychic abilities, I've probably knew what might

happen in the future,

Be a part of the jamboreee and taa-daa !
Mom is still alive .

And right now.

I'm totally envious of my what-so-call friends . LOL ;)

but no worries dear , I wouldn't budged an inch to stabbed you or something

so, till then , live the time of your life .

The end :)

p/s : Guess why am I writing all this in my dear-blog ?

Well, I've just read an article entitled. How to Handle Your Jealousy ,on a site called

Wikihow . Well, it says. " Communicate Your Feeling "
So. yeah. You don't always need to have a REAL person in front

of you to communicate right. Probably, this is my way of

COMMUNICATING ;)

I'M FEELING AWESOME AFTER THE SPEAK OUT

try em' yourself :]