Beautiful.ugly ;)

Each time I see a beautiful girl , it kills me emotionally ,

I wonder , is it awesome to be admired and praised ,

Do you feel confident to confront others ,

to smile and make an eye contact with everyone ,

Haizz , I'm bad in eye contact cause ,

I've probably lost self confidence .

i feel , UGLY , each time i look into someone's eyes ,

Weird , right .

I don't know , until when i'll feel ugly ,

Perhaps , forever , *awesome .

Dear Allah , I'm really happy with what i have now ,

Everything that I'm not satisfied of is my OWN fault * admit it .

So , Erm 29/12/2011 .

I will remember this date forever ,

Well , the day I've got my VERY OWN PIANO

"jumping here . and screaming "

Its a YAMAHA CLP 320 .

Trust me , its worth it, for beginners and intermidate .

So . (smiling )

I'll never fall in love . * tetiba ayat yang X ADA kaitan ;)

I'll fall in love with those photos in TUMBLR .

okay . now my next target is to own a DSLR ')

Till my next post , LIVE ')