I'm wrong :(

dear teacher .

thank you for making me realized

that I ain't nothing

have zillion number of haters

not responsible

and not forgetting , thank you

for telling me something i don't know.

something that cut a deep scar

at the deepest part of my heart.

well,I can't believe that someone

that i called "close friend" can actually

be the best BACKSTABBER ever !

well. i was wondering, if even someone

close to me hates my like never before,

how about , others ?

sigh. I thought , things had change for me .

i really thought they did, but when the same

things (which happened before ) repeated again

i was speechless . tears can't stop pouring

andand my heart is too heavy .

like I'm carrying a burden.

much larger than my weight.

i don't know. nothing will just be fine like before

i'll perhaps shed more tears.

looking at those smiles from a distance

without bothering to join

and my heart will be as cold as an iceberg,

never melt even in a warm place

goodbye happiness.

i could feel that there is no more love in my heart,

its gone.

thanks once again to this someone

who made me lock the door of happiness,forever,

i can't even give a sincere smile to someone

without faking one !

teacher, what have I done.?

you hate me so much till you have the heart to embarass me

in front of everyone.

trust me, I will never hate you.

as I said, you've told me something i don't know :)

and to that backstabber . goodbye :}

Owh. it does'nt mean I will never talk to you

its just, i will have no heart while talking to you.

well. everything's fake when i'm with you **.

no one will understand how i'm feeling right now,

to hard to bare *just too hard.

once again,

thankyou teacher.

and goodbye backstabber :)